ahh lawdy lawdy....
the ex got me a geauga lake pass for my birthday (an amusement park up here in northeastern ohio)....and we spent like the whole day together and i admit the fun was happening.
after such, we went back to her house and rented like 8 movies from the library...we watched one of them (the wiz w/ michael jackson) and couldnt really understand just what the fuck was going on and ended up shutting it off after 45 minutes of drivel.
then i fell asleep for a bit and when i/we woke up it was 2am or some such...then well...she started loooking reallly really good and since she does anyway, i started messing w/ her mountains from over her shirt....well she didnt stop me and we proceeded to go into her room and ifingeredherandshecamethenfellasleep.
its really great that she didnt even care to do anything to me.
yea no getting off for me...
the next day we hung out again and she looked at me and told me that "what happened yesterday shouldnt have happened..."
we werent drunk or anything so this pissed me off and i left...but she followed me out and even though she MONUMENTALLY hurt my feelings i spent the night...i wish i wish i wish i could just be of a galvanized heart and show no feelings for her at all since that would make her come running...but she has such a splendor about her that i cant.
anyway you all need to get one of these two cds:
the faint ----"dance macabre"
matthew good band---"last of the ghetto astronauts"
that spencer tunik nude installation was great...it was the biggest turnout thus far...there was an esteemed sense of equality amongst the nudes...at least i felt...
hotshit and i need a sex addict self help group,
jonnE
the ex got me a geauga lake pass for my birthday (an amusement park up here in northeastern ohio)....and we spent like the whole day together and i admit the fun was happening.
after such, we went back to her house and rented like 8 movies from the library...we watched one of them (the wiz w/ michael jackson) and couldnt really understand just what the fuck was going on and ended up shutting it off after 45 minutes of drivel.
then i fell asleep for a bit and when i/we woke up it was 2am or some such...then well...she started loooking reallly really good and since she does anyway, i started messing w/ her mountains from over her shirt....well she didnt stop me and we proceeded to go into her room and ifingeredherandshecamethenfellasleep.
its really great that she didnt even care to do anything to me.
yea no getting off for me...
the next day we hung out again and she looked at me and told me that "what happened yesterday shouldnt have happened..."
we werent drunk or anything so this pissed me off and i left...but she followed me out and even though she MONUMENTALLY hurt my feelings i spent the night...i wish i wish i wish i could just be of a galvanized heart and show no feelings for her at all since that would make her come running...but she has such a splendor about her that i cant.
anyway you all need to get one of these two cds:
the faint ----"dance macabre"
matthew good band---"last of the ghetto astronauts"
that spencer tunik nude installation was great...it was the biggest turnout thus far...there was an esteemed sense of equality amongst the nudes...at least i felt...
hotshit and i need a sex addict self help group,
jonnE
it's not working is it?
go jerk off