Ohh what a night. Why do i constantly feel like im trying to update my exterior (general appearance) to match my interior (emotions, thoughts)? I've always described myself as transitory and now I'm starting to wonder if the core truly exists. I'm constantly playing a role (as i know we all are in some way or another) but i feel as if im always playing in order to try to find myself with-in the role. I feel as if im getting further away rather than closer now for some reason.
I do think that some of this comes from being home for a little too long. I went through so many tough years here and this life style of the rich and famous never really did suit me
always made me feel extremely leftist and odd. I think that the sooner i can get back to Chicago and immerse myself in feminist theory..the better 
heh
I do think that some of this comes from being home for a little too long. I went through so many tough years here and this life style of the rich and famous never really did suit me
always made me feel extremely leftist and odd. I think that the sooner i can get back to Chicago and immerse myself in feminist theory..the better heh