jones

I wan not TOO good for him and he was not too good for me, it is just his lifestyle and mine conflicted, we both loved eachother very much and cried a good deal the last night we talked, but he is a card played and a gambler, granted he makes lots and lots of cash and has a lot of power (he is a ranking office in the welsh syndicate), but I was always worried about him and the people he ran with, to them illegal cards and casinos are life and I could not handle that as much as he could not handle me not being ok with it, we will never talk again, we agreed it was for the best, but he was my first real serious love and I will always love him as he will always love me and calling him a bastard or saying I am too good for him is BULLSHIT, he gave me everything I could want EXCEPT a worry free life, I was always worried I was going to be a widow and thats not OK.
Morgan and I were not meant to be, but we will always hold a little piece of eachothers hearts...this may be my lasty post for a long time as I need some time to heal...
xoxo
Jones