Song/Poem title: What Was Once Was and Now Is
By: Me
This is to my one and only. We were trying to come up with lyrics for a song but I decided to come up with this... and now she's going to make me sing it to her.
What I've felt was real
You touched me like an Angel
I was brought back...
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By: Me
This is to my one and only. We were trying to come up with lyrics for a song but I decided to come up with this... and now she's going to make me sing it to her.
What I've felt was real
You touched me like an Angel
I was brought back...
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kosomot:
awww 
west33785:
ah how vary true but compared to what i can affored...
All Good Things Come To An End
Sad but true. Today marks my last day of what has been an amazing time in Ca. I stayed with my cousin and her two roommates who are the fucking coolest chicks ever. I was kind of disappointed I didn't see much of my cousin, she stayed most nights with her boyfriend, but oh well, I didn't complain....
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Sad but true. Today marks my last day of what has been an amazing time in Ca. I stayed with my cousin and her two roommates who are the fucking coolest chicks ever. I was kind of disappointed I didn't see much of my cousin, she stayed most nights with her boyfriend, but oh well, I didn't complain....
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smuffy:
wow russia. that's random but really cool.
smuffy:
i know it seems weird to go to russia but it is a great city. it will be interesting!
California, what?
Yes fuckers, I'm in Cali. This 3 hour time difference is screwing with me. Anyways, I arrived here yesterday, my cousin picked me up and bought me lunch. Some little snazzy corner street restaraunt which was nice.
Yesterday was relaxing. Finally getting some warm weather and sitting outside naked... working on that tan.
Everything seems very laid back here, people I'm running into...
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Yes fuckers, I'm in Cali. This 3 hour time difference is screwing with me. Anyways, I arrived here yesterday, my cousin picked me up and bought me lunch. Some little snazzy corner street restaraunt which was nice.
Yesterday was relaxing. Finally getting some warm weather and sitting outside naked... working on that tan.
Everything seems very laid back here, people I'm running into... Read More
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desmobile:
yeah that's good, devil disciple! be bad. YAY! fuck reality! 
lecia:
i wish
I'm destined to fail
Two weeks ago while walking to work, I was at a crossing waiting. This guy comes out behind me, gets two feet in my face and starts dancing. I was just amazed and shocked that someone would actually do this in public. About 2 minutes later, he stops and says "You got served." And walked away like nothing happened.
Now I...
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Two weeks ago while walking to work, I was at a crossing waiting. This guy comes out behind me, gets two feet in my face and starts dancing. I was just amazed and shocked that someone would actually do this in public. About 2 minutes later, he stops and says "You got served." And walked away like nothing happened.
Now I...
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smuffy:
don't be scared.
embrace the weirdness.
embrace the weirdness.
nycgirl:
hey! what can I say...youre my saviour!
Monday
Another week gone by. And thank God. I was so busy (work), stressed (school midterms), and was on like zero sleep.
10 more days until my spring break, can't wait. I had plans but cancelled them... yeah. Anyways, I don't know what I'm doing now. So I need to think of something this week.
So while going through my other computer, I found a...
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Another week gone by. And thank God. I was so busy (work), stressed (school midterms), and was on like zero sleep.
10 more days until my spring break, can't wait. I had plans but cancelled them... yeah. Anyways, I don't know what I'm doing now. So I need to think of something this week.
So while going through my other computer, I found a...
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metaleric:
Thanks for the happy birthday.
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smuffy:
whoa. that's so cool!
maybe my dad knows my dad's company? even if they are in different states...
maybe my dad knows my dad's company? even if they are in different states...
smuffy:
YOUR dad's company I mean.
god I'm tired.
god I'm tired.
1am Update. Can't sleep.
I found out earlier today I have a doctors appointment in late May which means I can't go on my trip to Europe. Unfortunately, I can't get in earlier nor can I prolong it.
A routine physical last year put a scare into me. I found out I have "progressive heart failure" or something like that. I'm told there's nothing that...
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I found out earlier today I have a doctors appointment in late May which means I can't go on my trip to Europe. Unfortunately, I can't get in earlier nor can I prolong it.
A routine physical last year put a scare into me. I found out I have "progressive heart failure" or something like that. I'm told there's nothing that...
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sanjuro7:
Hey man, Its sanjuro from over at UAlbany. That totally sucks, I had a heart problem a couple of years ago. My heart used to go into palpations and my heart rate used to jump to like over 300 beats per minute, i would pass out and ultimately i had to get an operation. Being sick really sucks but keep your chin up dude lifes to short to sweat stuff. Oh and like Hicks are the scariest thing to me, like deliverance type stuff.
funktion:
damn man!! 
well one of my biggest fears is expounded on quite a bit in my current journal
well one of my biggest fears is expounded on quite a bit in my current journal
Locked, Stocked, and 2 Smoking...
This weekend was a good one. Started out great on Friday, went to pick up a friend and his girlfriend to go out and when I got there I ran into his boss. He works for Epson (I used to work for Canon) so I talked to him once in a while and to make a long story short, he...
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This weekend was a good one. Started out great on Friday, went to pick up a friend and his girlfriend to go out and when I got there I ran into his boss. He works for Epson (I used to work for Canon) so I talked to him once in a while and to make a long story short, he...
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nycgirl:
jon jon jon jon jon jon jon jon jon jon
i remember now:
i want you download a song, and then send it to me because i cant download songs...I'll tell you later in msn which one, when i get home..
you better answer me.
i remember now:
i want you download a song, and then send it to me
because i cant download songs...I'll tell you later in msn which one, when i get home..
you better answer me.
trevor:
I was thinking along the lines of "as a person loves a household pet," but now you've got me thinking of that ice cold beer. Damn you! I'm only an hour into my work day. 
-Trevor
-Trevor
My plans in the next few months
http://suicidegirls.com/members/jonc/709565/
Learn from history is all but true.
A lot of things have been happening recently, not all good. Mostly metamorphic self realization type stuff, I think. It takes a traumatic event to make you truly realize what is happening in your life. An event that makes you take a step into the third person and look at...
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http://suicidegirls.com/members/jonc/709565/
Learn from history is all but true.
A lot of things have been happening recently, not all good. Mostly metamorphic self realization type stuff, I think. It takes a traumatic event to make you truly realize what is happening in your life. An event that makes you take a step into the third person and look at...
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nycgirl:
I dont think you hurt people.
funktion:
hey what ever happened after that last convo I had w/ you. I had gotten the impression you were going /afk for a while. like /afLife
Crazy...
Major news... yesterday talking to a friend of mine, I decided to go with him on a trip to Europe. His girlfriend was going to go but she moved to Hawaii and cannot. I'm so excited, this should be an awesome trip. Here's how it's going down:
Arrive in England - 2 days (how many days we're staying)
Leave for France (Paris)- 3 days...
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Major news... yesterday talking to a friend of mine, I decided to go with him on a trip to Europe. His girlfriend was going to go but she moved to Hawaii and cannot. I'm so excited, this should be an awesome trip. Here's how it's going down:
Arrive in England - 2 days (how many days we're staying)
Leave for France (Paris)- 3 days...
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kosomot:
You're un american.
kosomot:
Okay. you're uncanadian.
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oryon:
how do we look alike?
yuriel:
wow that place is fucking NICE.
Shit. This will be my second time rewriting this journal. While updating my profile I hit enter.
2/5 - Slept all day mainly. Nothing exciting happened.
2/6 - Went to a party downtown. Nothing great, but I had a good time.
2/7 - Class 11-12. Came home, slept all day.
2/8 - Class 9-11. I didn't feel like going so I stayed home and slept...
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2/5 - Slept all day mainly. Nothing exciting happened.
2/6 - Went to a party downtown. Nothing great, but I had a good time.
2/7 - Class 11-12. Came home, slept all day.
2/8 - Class 9-11. I didn't feel like going so I stayed home and slept...
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oryon:
itis eh?
minibeanie:
Wow, you actually remembered what you did all those days.....Im lucky if I can remember yesterday 