Trying to think of what I was think about a minute ago. Goddamn frustrating. I was gonna drink tonight, and then after starting a movie and having a beer I wasn't gonna drink, and had a good cup of coffee and some shitty food, and then an hour later I decided I was gonna drink. So, a late start and I'm half-drunk at six-ish A.M.
The transition from drunken slumber to a vivid, aware consciousness has become a hard, slow process that I can't rush for fear of a panic devouring me. I don't know how I dealt with it during my last job, or how I'll adjust during the next.
The transition from drunken slumber to a vivid, aware consciousness has become a hard, slow process that I can't rush for fear of a panic devouring me. I don't know how I dealt with it during my last job, or how I'll adjust during the next.
I'm curious....