jollyrodger's SuicideGirls Blog

it's snowing outside and i'm lying in bed alone.
valentines day is 10 days away and i will be alone.
things should only get better, but my heart is bruised and battered.
*sigh* i hope you make new friends and figure out your life.
i hope to do the same. i love you and this battered heart still beats for you.

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deadsweetheart:

send me your address and ill send you a valentine that i made .

im spending mine alone too. (becasue well everyone i know in my own state has a date or a fuckbuddy)

T

Feb 4, 2006

nicolelee:

Actually, I'm a huge football fan. I have the Steelers logo tattooed in my ear-- the shot showing a close up was not featured in the set.

Feb 5, 2006

so a lot of shits been going on since the last time i updated.
i now have a job! yay!
a good friend is training me to be a piercer.
i've been going in every day for the last week
and it's really fun.
no money yet but i get to see how shit goes down
and she said she'd pierce me for cheap.
but...
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horrorfiend:

Im glad that I have fans such as yourself.

Feb 1, 2006

frankie:

thanks for the lovely comment on my new set. i had so much fun shooting it, it was vera playa in mainland spain. you should go!
take care

Feb 2, 2006

ugghh i'm sick you guys.
i sneezed 6 times in a row this morning
andi felt like a cat!

i have to work on this magazine for my dad today
and i really don't want to do it, but money is money.
it's 12 pages of candles and i have to type a bunch
of shit in indesign. yee-haw!

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pyrate:

wow you are lucky. friend of my ex's cousin's boyfried said if you sneaze 7 times in a row you will die, and he knows because it happened to his mom's best friends brother.

Jan 21, 2006

scottienorwalk:

Sorry you feel like shit. And I hope you feel better. I saw your new pics. You have cute pussy.

And your cat cute to.

So get some rest, soak in a tub, and relax. And what with candles? Is it some kind of candle mag.?

Jan 21, 2006

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lyxzen:

haha, we fully ought to!!

Jan 7, 2006

flatblakcadillac:

thank you very much for the birtday wishes. it was a nice day. how have you been?

Jan 12, 2006

they will sum it all up in a sentence
a verdict made by those who know
i'm ready to make a commitment
i'm willing to make love to concrete

my skin is a layer of soot
i'm spending my days scrubbing
i'm trying so hard to act like nothing happened
i'm trying so hard to find that fresh clean smell

smiles
bruises
bars in the...
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averagebadfriend:

yyyyYES!Faith No More was the first band that I decided to listen to,befor that I just listend to what ever was on the radio and thats because I was just a kid at the time and I did not knot anything about extream and kick ass music such as FNM.The funny thing is I was listening to Angel Dust the night befor you wrote this journal entry

Dec 30, 2005

misschill:

Wish you a happy new year 2006!
Lot's of love, health and happyness!

Big Hug

Jan 1, 2006

THE FIRST DAY OF WINTER IS THE LAST DAY OF MY BEATING HEART:

the cold reflects my bitter heart
and this dying day is tearing me apart.
i fear the worst has not yet come
but only time will make me numb.
winter has arrived.

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averagebadfriend:

Happy holidays!

Dec 25, 2005

odette:

i am totally right there with you.

that greysky kid up there only likes winter because hes in my hometown, san diego.

winter on the east coast blows

Dec 25, 2005