joleigh

So I can't recall if I went into detail about my NJ visit
I know it was two or three weeks since I got back
needless to say I was severely disappointed in several old friends I didn't understand why so much and figured, since I was on vacation I would just avoid my childhood friends like the plague, and hang out with others and my good friend ami.

Funny how two or three weeks later it finally sinks in how much it really bothers me.
I feel like I can't shake shit out of my head for no reason
breathing is hard to do
and I can't explain it to anyone here really, because well its not important to anyone here... they don't know these people, and honestly I hate putting that shit on people so i figured I would vent here a little and try to breath

why you ask......

I had ruined my 10,000th phone while in NJ
and being my mood the last month I decided to not get a new one until yesterday
funny how word travels fast
how many people have yelled at me about this phone thing
family included I kind of like not being able to be reached
less stress


ok done venting


oh yeah I got my right arm almost finished the pin up girl I started a year ago yep!!!
and my hands are tattooed
and I started my entire left thigh

GOOD ASATUFF
pics soon


and on a positive note you know my new best friend/ partner in crime here in FL I have talked about.....
yea well they kinda make me feel like this


really happy
but I am scared to ruin another friendship because trying to take a friendship that road again



and for old times