HI Everyone!
I'm finally back (in more ways than one, let me tell you!). November was hell. First, after 4 days in my new room (which is approximately only 3 by 3 metres) I find out my room-mate is leaving so I'll have to be out by the end of the month! But then she changed her mind, thank god. Even a dinky 3by3 is hard to find in this city. But the worst was yet to come.
I got homesick! I got homesick so badly I lost weight (no complaints there), but everything just shut down. It was the most terrible I've felt in a long time. But now I'm back!! Going home for Christmas will be harder yet, but I'll make it through, so long as I get on the plane back to Holland! I just need to remind myself what the hell I'm doing here sometimes-which is following my dreams (sorry to sound so cliche, but it's really true or at least I have to keep saying that so I don't run home sobbing like a child).
I'm sharing the computer with my room-mate (it's hers), so hopefully she won't be around too much. hehe I have exams coming up in a couple of weeks, which means I'll be studying at home a lot, which means I'll probably be here a lot too.
Hope everyone is doing ok. Sorry to have been gone so long,
Jolanda
I'm finally back (in more ways than one, let me tell you!). November was hell. First, after 4 days in my new room (which is approximately only 3 by 3 metres) I find out my room-mate is leaving so I'll have to be out by the end of the month! But then she changed her mind, thank god. Even a dinky 3by3 is hard to find in this city. But the worst was yet to come.
I got homesick! I got homesick so badly I lost weight (no complaints there), but everything just shut down. It was the most terrible I've felt in a long time. But now I'm back!! Going home for Christmas will be harder yet, but I'll make it through, so long as I get on the plane back to Holland! I just need to remind myself what the hell I'm doing here sometimes-which is following my dreams (sorry to sound so cliche, but it's really true or at least I have to keep saying that so I don't run home sobbing like a child).
I'm sharing the computer with my room-mate (it's hers), so hopefully she won't be around too much. hehe I have exams coming up in a couple of weeks, which means I'll be studying at home a lot, which means I'll probably be here a lot too.
Hope everyone is doing ok. Sorry to have been gone so long,
Jolanda
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