Decided to join back up for a year and see how things go. Been one hell of a stressful week a brother I don't know I had fonding me on fb, a buddys bday who died in iraq, friends stepdad having a stroke and being given a year to live and all this right after my best bud relapses hardcore. I put myself out there for all of em but now it feels like my heads gonna explode can't wait to get out of work and smoke a j and relax.