johnstitch

Over the past few years I've lectured a few people on just doing what they want to do, on doing what their heart says rather than what their situation dictates. I've taken a bit of flack for it most of the time, so I guess its about time I put my nuts where my mouth is.

I'm soon to be rid of my company and everything around it...everything that keeps me safe. It's scary as fuck but its time for another change. It's been four years of flying high and being the boss but I've made a decision that I want to let my creative side loose again, cause I know thats what makes me happier. I'm sure ill own my own business again in a few years but for now I'm planning to do the unthinkable and go back into education...that's right "me , a fucking student"

I'm gong to train to be a Cordon Bleu chef and fuck the consequences cause I'm happy with them.

I'll have to start from the beginning again but I don't see it as that. I see it as something that leads me in a brand new direction and a direction that could lead me to being happy with what i do day to day. Money is great but money without soul is bland and I don't want that to be my only success in life. I can concede that I may never be the rock star i wanted to be when I was 18 but that doesn't mean i have to settle for a life without passion and art. Sounds wanky I know but it's very dear to me and to the the person that I once was. I feel I'm a constant disappointment to my former self and I have to at any cost make him happy again.

So heres to change.. fucking love it cunts.