johnnyw

I've been a bit of a slacker in the whole journal thing but nothin really interesting has been happening in my life at the moment to warrant writing anything!! All i seem to do is get up, go to work, get home, eat and go to bed. It's not a bad thing i guess, works ok at the moment and i'm enjoying the weekends out with the lads/ladies, i've got a few things comin up soon including goin to Ninjafest in October which i can't fuckin wait for, 2 days of hardcore can't be bad in my book, if anyones thinking of goindo it, you don't usually get to see Champion, Go It Alone, XcanaanX and Blue Monday playing in the same room on the same weekend.
There's stil one thing lacking in my life that's a bit of a shitter and that's not havin a girlfriend, its the whole effort of goin to speak to someone that you're attracted to that you don't know. I've never been a very confident person, i am more than ever now, but it's still a failure in me that's probably always gonna be there!
sometimes i hate myself for being like this but i guess it's part of me now and at the moment it's not going anywhere. i think it's the whole rejection thing as well, being turned down is a real bastardanyways i've got the Horrorshow cd on so it's all good + ong bak and the new cave in album are out tomorrow so i'm happy about that. J