Now it has been a while since my last post and not a lot has really happened. I have gotten better though, thanks to all for the well wishes, you are all so sweet. One thing that has been bugging me since the last post that I has made me want to post all this time, I have been thinking about one of my exes a lot.
Now it seems weird but she was the only one that treated me well and things only ended between us because it was a long distance thing and because of other things like schooling and such. I am not going to make excuses or whatever I know it ended. She was a sweet girl, cute, funny, and caring. I do miss her.
The reason I started thinking about her more lately is because one of the girls on here remind me of her greatly. I forgot which girl it was.. I will have to look for her since it has been bugging me all this time. But one thing I that stood out was a beauty mark... on her.. well yeah. It's coincidental that's it's pretty much on the same spot.
Anyways I guess it's just hoping against hope, and I'm a fool for thinking so.
I started hitting the gym and am going to stick with it. I need to work of some stress and weight. Also it would help since I have diabetes now. That's a hurdle too... it makes life different I tell you. Cutting out sugar is a lot harder then one may think... especially since everything I grew up on had sugar in it... damn sugar. So sweet but so evil.
Gaming has come back in my life a bit more.. only because I have free time at work to do so. Yeah I know "YOU CAN GAME AT WORK!!$@#$ WTF?", well I work during the night shift and when I finished all of my work I pretty much have free time to do anything. I lug my DS, PSP and sometimes my PS3 to work and kill some games. This way I got to catch up on a bunch of games that have just been stacking up and collecting dust in my room. Resident Evil 5 was one game I killed at work until I unlocked almost everything.. let me tell you... unlimited rocket launcher? AWESOME!
Till next time. Take care and be good to yourselves! !
Now it seems weird but she was the only one that treated me well and things only ended between us because it was a long distance thing and because of other things like schooling and such. I am not going to make excuses or whatever I know it ended. She was a sweet girl, cute, funny, and caring. I do miss her.
The reason I started thinking about her more lately is because one of the girls on here remind me of her greatly. I forgot which girl it was.. I will have to look for her since it has been bugging me all this time. But one thing I that stood out was a beauty mark... on her.. well yeah. It's coincidental that's it's pretty much on the same spot.
Anyways I guess it's just hoping against hope, and I'm a fool for thinking so.
I started hitting the gym and am going to stick with it. I need to work of some stress and weight. Also it would help since I have diabetes now. That's a hurdle too... it makes life different I tell you. Cutting out sugar is a lot harder then one may think... especially since everything I grew up on had sugar in it... damn sugar. So sweet but so evil.
Gaming has come back in my life a bit more.. only because I have free time at work to do so. Yeah I know "YOU CAN GAME AT WORK!!$@#$ WTF?", well I work during the night shift and when I finished all of my work I pretty much have free time to do anything. I lug my DS, PSP and sometimes my PS3 to work and kill some games. This way I got to catch up on a bunch of games that have just been stacking up and collecting dust in my room. Resident Evil 5 was one game I killed at work until I unlocked almost everything.. let me tell you... unlimited rocket launcher? AWESOME!
Till next time. Take care and be good to yourselves! !
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I can't imagine how hard it must be to give up sugar