johnnyk47

Hey all, I know it's been soooooo long since my last post.. wow it's been a few months now that I look at it. I went through a whole lot, which the death of my grandmother and dealing with unexpected bills. But that all worked out pretty good.

I actually met a girl and we went out for a bit over 2 months. All past tense because it didn't work out. Mainly because I couldn't deal with how jealous and controlling she was. No matter who you are I am not going to leave all my friends behind just to be with you. And by leave them behind, I mean stop talking to them entirely. No that's not going to happen at all. But one realizes who are your true friends after you go through something like that. The ones that just let me do what I had to do and not judge me for it. Others.. well I don't need to talk to people like that anymore.

Now I had a weird dream yesterday night before I headed to work... It all started off with me chilling out at a friends house in this weird room that was at the bottom of a staircase. Now given that my friend doesn't have a room that has one staircase leading to it and it being part of the room. I am not explaining it clearly.. the staircase just lead down to a bottom level and three walls surrounding it... sort of just like it led down to a solitary room with one window and just enough floor space to sit. Three walls surrounding the staircase that led down to that room. It was creepy... now that I think about it.. but I didn't feel that way. I felt sort of comfortable in that room.

Now you can look back at it and think.. hey that was sort of like how I felt and where I was in my life. Alone in this room that was dark and the only light that would shine into it was the light of the moon or from the crack under the door that was at the top of the staircase. My dog was with me though.. which I thought was odd in itself. My friend then opened the door and came down to get me, I don't recall clearly why or what happened but we ended up leaving the room and I carried my dog with me. Now his dad was trying to get down there to fix a hole or something I forget but I blocked him and made him turn around by saying my dog was down there. He hates my dog in real life and in the dream he turned around and left the room.

Hmm this is getting a bit long so I shall continue on in a couple of days. I will write the rest down somewhere so I don't forget the whole thing. But cheers to all you beautiful girls that have gone pink and good luck to all you hopefuls.

Lately I have seen a great number of cute girls pop up onto the site and I have to say that I love it.