So today is my friends birthday and she is turning 25. A whole quarter century. I would be happy for her but yet again I have had my feelings trampled on.
I just guess my luck with women is totally nil or even in the negatives. I am feeling down as I can be but she is coming over with some friends for a bbq.. I have to put on my happy face and try to get through the night... might get plastered.. might have to. For a guy that never drinks... that wont be so hard.
It's been so long since I have had anything to write on this blog.. and it has to be on a negative note. Sucks.
Hmm positive things.
Radiohead is coming up here on august 15th and I will go watch them with my friends.
I am also waiting for coldplay whom will come sometime in october, I am so stoked about seeing them.
It was so stupid hot today and sticky... it was supposed to rain and is supposed to rain tonight.. it is getting late but people haven't shown up as of yet.. it will get dark soon. I am getting cold. My blood has come to a halt. Stupid heart stopped beating.
I just guess my luck with women is totally nil or even in the negatives. I am feeling down as I can be but she is coming over with some friends for a bbq.. I have to put on my happy face and try to get through the night... might get plastered.. might have to. For a guy that never drinks... that wont be so hard.
It's been so long since I have had anything to write on this blog.. and it has to be on a negative note. Sucks.
Hmm positive things.
Radiohead is coming up here on august 15th and I will go watch them with my friends.
I am also waiting for coldplay whom will come sometime in october, I am so stoked about seeing them.
It was so stupid hot today and sticky... it was supposed to rain and is supposed to rain tonight.. it is getting late but people haven't shown up as of yet.. it will get dark soon. I am getting cold. My blood has come to a halt. Stupid heart stopped beating.
xo
keep well!
-r