johnnyk47

So being a saturday and because I don't work on the weekends - perks of working full time at a office - I decided to go around and get some stuff done. I went over to costco to pick up some house supplies and Lost season 2. I saved a good $20 buying it from costco so that is good. I also went down to get my tattoo priced and damn it will cost me quite a bit. The guy had to re-draw the thing for me and I have to go back in later to talk to him about it.

Other then that I don't know what to do.... single... no dates, im bored out of my mind. I now have been offered some good - how can I say this - opportunities to open my own business/company. Which I am taking some serious time to think about it. All I have to do is find something I would like to do as a business and mock up a business plan/strategy. The ideas are plentiful, however you can't build your business just on ideas alone. You have to know what it is you want to do and be aware of what you are getting into. Know what it is you are working with and whom.

When I do open up the buisiness though... I will need to hire people too. That is a whole other problem on it's own. I have always wanted to open either a restaurant or a retail store... however the real estate in this town is slim to none, well at least for the prime areas that you could open such things. I also don't want to invest into a franchise, sure you can make a lot of money because it is a franchise but you still have to follow their rules and regulations. I don't want to work for another company, I want my own.

Yesterday as I was driving around by myself I came to a realization that my life has come to a point where I know what I want for myself. I am happy with what I have chosen along my path in life. The main thing was that I broke up a 5 year long relationship and I felt so much better for it. As if that relationship was holding me back. More like the person I was with was dragging me down. I also realized what type of person I would like to be with for the rest of my life.

This however makes me feel like im either shallow or too picky. I know that people have their faults, hell I have a bunch of my own. I don't expect a perfect person or have a cookie cutter idea of what I want. I just have a general idea of what I would like. I also have been finding myself attracted to older ladies.... well I guess not older but more mature girls. In this generation of people I have noticed a lot of things that I dont like. Now im not saying all girls are like this... just the girls that aren't are snatched up and taken. I have noticed a lot of the "gold-digger" immature girls out there. Makes me sad really... thinking where this will lead the future of mankind.

Being a shy BCB also makes me a bit intimidated to approach certain girls. Then again... it is also because everytime I have... the girl is taken. My luck seems to run into a brick wall that is engulfed in flames when it comes to girls. Well enough of my self loathing and bitching.

I am having a good weekend though so far and I hope all of you do as well. I will be getting a new suit soon like I said in the previous blog and will be posting pics of that when I get a chance... as per request by the beautiful
Annisa. Of course I will also be posting a pic of my new tattoo which I should have done in a couple weeks at the lastest, depending on how long it takes the guy to re-draw the picture.