johnnyk47

My damn sleep is so messed up..... I was in and out of sleep all day...damn crap. I woke up once because I was starving, I was so hungry I woke up... I mean wtf? It didn't just happen once either... I just woke up starving again and ate some more food. I have been craving a bunch of different types of food for a couple weeks now... why? I don't know... normally I could just go through without worrying about what I want to eat or not... but I have been having cravings like a pregnant lady and no... I am not pregnant Now I can't get back to sleep... I think I just need a good sexual workout.... damn sex deprived thats what I am, and thats what im starving for.

So I finally decided to take a girl from work to the cruise with me. I figured may as well go with a friend that I can get along with then anything else. I know I will have fun with her so it is all good. No I don't mean "fun" either... I wish...I would so need it. I got a buncha shopping to do before we go out... I got to buy myself a suit and some other clothing. Since its a buisiness cruise and such I have to make myself look good.... I hate it, I am not going to go nuts and buy a bunch of suits, I only need one or two so thats ok. I don't have one anyways so that will be usefull for later on.

I think my body has been lacking too much things and is now trying to overcome me with need. I have been craving food and sex like I said earlier. It is this weird overwhelming need and keeps popping up in my head. I have also had the craving to get out there. As in what? I don't know... I just feel like I should be out there... just doing something. I tried that too and I still feel the need to go out and do something.... I want to shop, I want to dine out, I want to be with a girl, with a girl on a date, go to the mall, go here go there go everywhere. It's a very odd feeling for me and I have never had it before in my life. Craving all these things out of the blue.... anyone want to help me out

I am going to go get my tattoo priced tomorrow and then get myself an appointment.



This will go on my upper arms.. yes arms as in im getting it on both arms alternating in colour for each side. It has always been something I wanted and will signify to me the change in my life.

So if y'all havn't checked out Scarlett's set yet I suggest you should. It is a great set... she is a beautiful girl. I have been spending time looking at sets and other types of photography... now im looking into a slr camera.... me and my weird brain. I have always wanted to take photos... so im gunna save up and get myself a good camera... hopefully before I head on the cruise so I can bring back a whole bunch of pictures to show everyone