johnnyd_ranged

I feel so fucking spaced out, I don't know what it is.. maybe the weekend full of booze kicking out of my system, but I feel like I'm burning out, I'm on a come down from something but what is it? Video shoot went really well, but there's some alotta knowledge I could gain from it, there were a lot of lessons taught that night, but I haven't learned them yet. Maybe it's those thoughts swimming swimming in a violent vortex that is making my head feel like it's trying to float away.


Must
Concentrate
On
Film paper
The american dream.. bait on a fish hook. They through u back with a hole in ur mouth, and you go back and take it again. So says Robert Redford in Quiz Show.


No time for prying at my internal struggles when fucking school absorbs all my thought in this last week. It leaves my mind all fragmented, with certain chunks striving to break out but being shoved in a corner; bad thoughts! you learn to share with the other thoughts or ucan just stay on time out! Does anyone really understand what the fuck I'm talking about in my more rambling journal entry's? meh, they usually help me out either way.

ok. Back to my paper on Quiz Show.. damn internet, tempting me away... while I'm at it, damn the keyboard, looking oh so pitiful on the floor saying "play me, playyyy me"