Well..... for my first journal entry, I guess I'll cop out and just drop off the stuff I've been writing for my website anyway, since I'm just SO busy and all.... y'know, with the whole eating and sleeping regimen. Here goes everything:
'Apology' by John Carter
Every night a party
Every day a masquerade
Where the makeup never changes
And the beauty never fades
A raven silhouette
Set against a neon sun
Never settle down
Get your loving on the run
I could never hold you down
I would never even try
I could never ground a bird
Which was clearly meant to fly
So, if my friend is true
And if my heart is real
I will take no more from you
For you are not mine to steal...
Refresh My Memory By John Carter
Memories fade away
Dreaming of the day
I'll have you back again
Been a long, long time
Since Hollywood and Vine
Will you take me there again?
It's been three months
In these crowded rooms
Dreaming only
Of someday soon
When you'll come back to me
Refresh my memory
How to deal with life
Underneath the knife
Will you teach me how again?
We'll give it a try
Maybe find out why
We could go around again
It's been three months
In these crowded rooms
Dreaming only
Of someday soon
When you'll come back to me
Refresh my memory
Makeup hides the years
And laughter hides your tears
But how am I to blame?
Reveries paper thin
To hide your tiger skin
Will it all turn out the same?
It's been three months
In these crowded rooms
Dreaming only
Of someday soon
When you'll come back to me
Refresh my memory
My precious memory...
Dissection By John Carter
I wanna take you apart
I just don't know where to start
Inside your mind
This noose unwinds
Die
Die
Die
Dissection
A cold reflection
Now that I know the truth inside
Running away from what you hide
Now that I know
Now that I know
Dissection
I wanna know who you are
I wanna see through the star
I need to find
Your world, unkind
Die
Die
Die
Dissection
A cold reflection
Now that I know the truth inside
Running away from what you hide
Now that I know
Now that I know
Dissection
I wanna know what makes you tick
I wanna know what made you sick
I wanna know
I wanna know
Dissection
Reveals deception
And if you hide yourself from me
And you reject reality
I wanna know what makes you tick
I wanna know what made you sick
I wanna know
I wanna know
Die
Die
Die
Dissection...
Wake Up By John Carter
Night falls down
Across your face
Features fade
Without a trace
Wordless whispers
In quiet dreams
In this darkness
The silence screams
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and know me
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and set me free
Moving pictures
In darkened rooms
Streaks of color
In seamless gloom
Wild tangents
Crossing lines
Twisted figures
In violent times
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and know me
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and set me free
Wake up
Wake up and know me
Wake up
Wake up and hold me
Down
Beneath The Moon By John Carter
Moonlight plays across your face
Your scars look out of place
The shadows seem to dance tonight
Long lost heroes come to life
And fall under the knife
You put up such a splendid fight
Step back from the edge
Of escape so cold and dead
I'll give anything to be with you
Open darkened eyes to see
And save yourself for me
I'll do anything to see this through
You're not the only one
To sleep under the sun
And live beneath the moon
Take another breath and sigh
I'll fill in the blanks inside
And make you feel so whole again
Living must be hard to do
When all that's real is you
Does it help to know you've got a friend?
Step back from the edge
Of escape so cold and dead
I'll give anything to be with you
Open darkened eyes to see
And save yourself for me
I'll do anything to see this through
You're not the only one
To sleep under the sun
And live beneath the moon
What could make you so depraved
That you cannot be saved
Tell me what you've got to hide
Fragile weakness starts to show
Your silent truth aglow
I know you're not so dark inside
Step back from the edge
Of escape so cold and dead
I'll give anything to be with you
Open darkened eyes to see
And save yourself for me
I'll do anything to see this through
You're not the only one
To sleep under the sun
And live beneath the moon...
'Apology' by John Carter
Every night a party
Every day a masquerade
Where the makeup never changes
And the beauty never fades
A raven silhouette
Set against a neon sun
Never settle down
Get your loving on the run
I could never hold you down
I would never even try
I could never ground a bird
Which was clearly meant to fly
So, if my friend is true
And if my heart is real
I will take no more from you
For you are not mine to steal...
Refresh My Memory By John Carter
Memories fade away
Dreaming of the day
I'll have you back again
Been a long, long time
Since Hollywood and Vine
Will you take me there again?
It's been three months
In these crowded rooms
Dreaming only
Of someday soon
When you'll come back to me
Refresh my memory
How to deal with life
Underneath the knife
Will you teach me how again?
We'll give it a try
Maybe find out why
We could go around again
It's been three months
In these crowded rooms
Dreaming only
Of someday soon
When you'll come back to me
Refresh my memory
Makeup hides the years
And laughter hides your tears
But how am I to blame?
Reveries paper thin
To hide your tiger skin
Will it all turn out the same?
It's been three months
In these crowded rooms
Dreaming only
Of someday soon
When you'll come back to me
Refresh my memory
My precious memory...
Dissection By John Carter
I wanna take you apart
I just don't know where to start
Inside your mind
This noose unwinds
Die
Die
Die
Dissection
A cold reflection
Now that I know the truth inside
Running away from what you hide
Now that I know
Now that I know
Dissection
I wanna know who you are
I wanna see through the star
I need to find
Your world, unkind
Die
Die
Die
Dissection
A cold reflection
Now that I know the truth inside
Running away from what you hide
Now that I know
Now that I know
Dissection
I wanna know what makes you tick
I wanna know what made you sick
I wanna know
I wanna know
Dissection
Reveals deception
And if you hide yourself from me
And you reject reality
I wanna know what makes you tick
I wanna know what made you sick
I wanna know
I wanna know
Die
Die
Die
Dissection...
Wake Up By John Carter
Night falls down
Across your face
Features fade
Without a trace
Wordless whispers
In quiet dreams
In this darkness
The silence screams
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and know me
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and set me free
Moving pictures
In darkened rooms
Streaks of color
In seamless gloom
Wild tangents
Crossing lines
Twisted figures
In violent times
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and know me
Wake up
Wake up
Wake up and set me free
Wake up
Wake up and know me
Wake up
Wake up and hold me
Down
Beneath The Moon By John Carter
Moonlight plays across your face
Your scars look out of place
The shadows seem to dance tonight
Long lost heroes come to life
And fall under the knife
You put up such a splendid fight
Step back from the edge
Of escape so cold and dead
I'll give anything to be with you
Open darkened eyes to see
And save yourself for me
I'll do anything to see this through
You're not the only one
To sleep under the sun
And live beneath the moon
Take another breath and sigh
I'll fill in the blanks inside
And make you feel so whole again
Living must be hard to do
When all that's real is you
Does it help to know you've got a friend?
Step back from the edge
Of escape so cold and dead
I'll give anything to be with you
Open darkened eyes to see
And save yourself for me
I'll do anything to see this through
You're not the only one
To sleep under the sun
And live beneath the moon
What could make you so depraved
That you cannot be saved
Tell me what you've got to hide
Fragile weakness starts to show
Your silent truth aglow
I know you're not so dark inside
Step back from the edge
Of escape so cold and dead
I'll give anything to be with you
Open darkened eyes to see
And save yourself for me
I'll do anything to see this through
You're not the only one
To sleep under the sun
And live beneath the moon...
luridsky:
Welcome to SG. . .and Yes West Chester can be quite boring, as is phoenixville but we find our own fun now don't we. . .I really like what you've written. . .very deep. 
luridsky:
*amazing* as in he needs to put a towel down on the bed so as to salvage his sheets. . .