So I'm going to use this as a tool with 2 purposes. First, so you can get to know me. Second, as a kind of journal where I just throw my thoughts and feelings out there. At the moment, I have no followers so maybe no one will read this anyway.
I won't say my name like at the meetings (not now anyway), and I am a sex addict. No, I don't mean that as a cute and flirty joke. I mean I've been to sex addicts anonymous meetings. I've never done anything too crazy like gone to Boys Town or anything like that. I guess you could say I've been somewhat decent about keeping it in control. But it's so hard.
I never have enough love nor do I ever have enough attention. My psychologist says it comes from upbringing. I hate to blame my past or my family. I only blame me for my problems.
But I don't focus on the negative for ugly things in life. Like Seether says, I am finding Beauty in negative spaces. Maybe that's why I'm here. So much Beauty. So much positivity.
And I really like that it is almost like social media, with the exception that I currently have a level of anonymity, and can therefore be myself.
That might be too deep for too much for now. Stay tuned. It can't rain all the time.
