joeyyy

Wow, I have been a busy bee. Sorry I have not been available for the past few days...

Tonight... tonight, tonight.... I really went through a identity crisis. I went out for a few drinks with some friends. We are all getting older so we dont stay out as late as we once did... Anyways. I shaved off the goatee, havent shaved my head in several weeks. So I dont look like the "mean looking skinhead" as some as my friends would say. I really felt vulnerable tonight. I am so use to looking a certain way... I was hating my appearance all night. Im growing devil horns again. Anyway, not only my appearance, but my surroundings was bugging me as well. I was surrounded by "frat" boys and girls. I almost puked at the sight of all of them. I was so thankfull that I was with a few good friends, they took my mind off of everything... Almost. I realised where I fit in and where I do not... The pub surely is not the water hole it once was. At least a few hippies walked in.

And to top it all off. The cover band SUCKED!!!!!! I can only hear "brown eyed girl" once in one night. Dont sing it once, then sing it again only switching it to blue eyed girl cause the drunk frat girl is dancing to it!!!!!


Ahhh. I feel better now. Have a good weekend everyone.