Well this is a odd feeling. Ive been a member for about a month and I aleays have skipped my journal, even though I am on here at least 3x a day. A friend of mine suggested i buy a journal to write in and I figured what the heel I got one right here. To day is my daughters birthday party. She just turned 4. The problem is that I have to deal with my ex and her boyfriend and that shit sux!! We didnt have a friendly split, now I have to deal with all her family at the party. I wish I could just skip it but that would break my daughters heart and I love her too much for that. Well wish me luck!!!