okay, so i wrote a journal update, but it got erased when the site was temporarily down today. let's see if i can remember it. i'll add more later too, because i can't do all this right now.
never attempt to go after an old crush. there's a reason that you guys didn't get romantically involved when you should have. even if you know that person was interested in you. it's just fucked up. it's crazy. and dammit, i have a knack for thinking up witty lines. lines that are so witty, i shouldn't use them. i wanted to tell this girl "you know, women like you create misogynists." but i didn't. instead i just told her that i don't know if i could be her friend and i hope she would accept that it's not out of spite, but it's because i don't want to be infatuated with her anymore. i don't want to torture myself by being around her and making things worse.
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one kid who hangs out in my circle of friends has a unique way of being an asshole when he's drunk. he likes to roughhouse with unsuspecting people. if you don't want to rough house, thenhe gets mad at you and tries to fight you. if you roughhouse with him and get the upper hand, he will get mad at you and try to fight you. he does this all the time, and one of my friends beat him senseless at a party once.
but this guy came up to me at a party and tried his rough housing shit a few months ago. he wanted to trade punches with me. i didn't really feel like doing it, but i played along because i didn't want him to bother me about it all night, and i didn't want him to follow me around trying to punch me in the stomach. so, i clenched up my stomach and let him punch me there. so then i punched him in the stomach and knocked him backwards and he fell into the wall.
he got up all mad and got in my face saying "that was jive!" like he wanted to fight me. i grabbed him by the throat and arm and i threw him on the ground. he asks me if i want to do this outside, and i'm like "let's go. i'm not gonna back down from you." then samantha comes in and takes the kid upstairs to pass out and this other girl who i had a weird one night stand with comes in to keep me from following him. i wasn't gonna, but jeez, that was not exactly the person i wanted to see when i was all fired up like that.
but anyway, this kid just told my friend that he has a problem with me because of that incident. what a jerk. everywhere i go, i have to have some friends who are total idiots.
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i saw a show last night. DISFEAR from sweden, Misery Index, and Phobia. I love grindcore and crustpunk.
never attempt to go after an old crush. there's a reason that you guys didn't get romantically involved when you should have. even if you know that person was interested in you. it's just fucked up. it's crazy. and dammit, i have a knack for thinking up witty lines. lines that are so witty, i shouldn't use them. i wanted to tell this girl "you know, women like you create misogynists." but i didn't. instead i just told her that i don't know if i could be her friend and i hope she would accept that it's not out of spite, but it's because i don't want to be infatuated with her anymore. i don't want to torture myself by being around her and making things worse.
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one kid who hangs out in my circle of friends has a unique way of being an asshole when he's drunk. he likes to roughhouse with unsuspecting people. if you don't want to rough house, thenhe gets mad at you and tries to fight you. if you roughhouse with him and get the upper hand, he will get mad at you and try to fight you. he does this all the time, and one of my friends beat him senseless at a party once.
but this guy came up to me at a party and tried his rough housing shit a few months ago. he wanted to trade punches with me. i didn't really feel like doing it, but i played along because i didn't want him to bother me about it all night, and i didn't want him to follow me around trying to punch me in the stomach. so, i clenched up my stomach and let him punch me there. so then i punched him in the stomach and knocked him backwards and he fell into the wall.
he got up all mad and got in my face saying "that was jive!" like he wanted to fight me. i grabbed him by the throat and arm and i threw him on the ground. he asks me if i want to do this outside, and i'm like "let's go. i'm not gonna back down from you." then samantha comes in and takes the kid upstairs to pass out and this other girl who i had a weird one night stand with comes in to keep me from following him. i wasn't gonna, but jeez, that was not exactly the person i wanted to see when i was all fired up like that.
but anyway, this kid just told my friend that he has a problem with me because of that incident. what a jerk. everywhere i go, i have to have some friends who are total idiots.
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i saw a show last night. DISFEAR from sweden, Misery Index, and Phobia. I love grindcore and crustpunk.
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streetmuse:
whats up? lets hang out...
fanorama:
think tribal/primitive for next shoot. you escaping your bondage after being found gagged and tied to a tree in the woods. think rope, axe, spear, knife, fire, body paint, loin cloth, bare feet...