joemfkool

losing sleep. can't focus. so tired, yet so awake. so many times, i've tried so hard. my mind creates conflict. my ears get confused. hands are becoming unreliable. driving myself sane. infrequent and incoherent. rambling random thoughts.

it seems as though i grew up at the tale end of a time when someone's word was worth something. as i grow older, i see now, that that time has gone. most people don't care about anything other than themselves. the saddest thing is that those people are the ones that move up in the world. when you hold yourself to honor and dignity,...
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just got news that honda is cutting production by 50%, due to flooding in Thailand(they have some electronics manufactured there) for an undetermined amount of time. i work for a supplier, so that means my work schedule has been reduced. super. couldn't have happened at a worse time. our production was cut earlier this year for the tsunami that his japan. we were down to...
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just finishing packing things up. heading to columbus after work tonight. staying at my sister's place. going to see the Foo Fighters tomorrow night at Nationwide Arena. can't wait. chillin in columbus is always a good time.

sold my 72 camino last week. sold my 70 cutlass supreme today. getting a new nissan altima coupe here soon. feels good and bad at the same time.

silence is all you're getting. it's what you deserve.
you would have said it to my face if you had the nerve.
an ax to the face if it were up to me,
and maybe then you could finally see......

YOU'RE DEEEEEAAAAAAD! DEAD TO ME!
YOU'RE FUCKING DEEEEAAAAAAD! as it should be

THIS PISSES ME OFF

LINK

Presidential hopeful Herman Cain on Sunday sided with communities that want to ban mosques, saying Americans have a right to oppose the construction of places of Islamic worship.

During a discussion on "Fox News Sunday" of a proposed mosque in Murfreesboro, Tenn. that has drawn protests, legal challenges and even arson, host Chris Wallace asked the former Godfather's Pizza CEO...
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haven't left the house since monday except to take trash out and check the mail. doubt i'd go out tomorrow if it wasn't for work. not sick, just sick of people.

my work schedule for the next few weeks
this week, just wednesday. next week, just friday. after that, mon-thurs. after that tues-thurs. fucking crazy. august i should be back to mon-fri and soon after that saturdays will be added. i can use the money, but this free time will be missed. oh well, more we work, closer to a new ride i'll be.

here i sit, instead of cleaning. just a little update about this weekend. cookout and guitar playing tonight. a few friends are comin over. should be interesting.

fathers day weekend. taking dad out for lunch tomorrow. his wife, my sister and her friend will also be there. always an interesting time.

this is also the weekend of the fireman's jamboree. i never go to it,...
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