alone, hateful and let down. just another weekend in the life. next one won't be fun either. gonna go to a wedding. fucking hate weddings. being so alone for so long has drained me so much that i can't enjoy seeing couples moving on with their lives. everyone there will be celebrating and i'll despise the day. i'll hide my contempt with my usual mask of odd comments and fake smiles. oh well.............

nolongerhere:
If you don't go for the celebration, go for the free drinks.