getting tired of dealing with people. it sucks. there's so many times that i wish i had people around me, then it happens, but when it does, it's every day, all day. i'm feeling overwhelmed. whenever this happens, i start to question my "friends" intent and start picking at my insecurities. i start to think that those closest are just using me and are truly my enemies. my eyes are clouded and i need a change of view to help bring me back to reality, but i don't see anything like that happening in the near future. i just see an approaching drain and i feel i'm coming close to the event horizon......
pogoe:
Ha yeah I dont actually do much of the first anymore. Well now that I think of it, I have done much of the last one lately either! 