you know people say that in your life you will reach low times where you will be unhappy and question everything. heres a question, what the fuck did i do wrong. shit never seems to go the way i want it. i can't live a single day without a negative force buttin in. fuck i can't even get my truck to start correctly every day.
career martial artist. teach students, make a name for myself, build a business, travel and learn new things along the way. where the future in that? when i tell most people what i do they think i'm just some asshole who goes around starting fights to show off. and to tell the truth, outside of the ring, i rarely fight. i try to avoid physical conflicts in public. i mean hell sometimes it feels good to beat someones ass who deserves it but afterwards you still feel like shit for doin it even if it needed to be done.
most women think i'm an egotistical macho steven segal wannabe who looks down on everyone one. how the hell do i put off that vibe? shit most of the time i feel like i'm on the bottom of the ladder. i'm really a nice person its just that people never get to see that side. they always show up when i beat someones ass.
FUCK! everything i do screws me over.
career martial artist. teach students, make a name for myself, build a business, travel and learn new things along the way. where the future in that? when i tell most people what i do they think i'm just some asshole who goes around starting fights to show off. and to tell the truth, outside of the ring, i rarely fight. i try to avoid physical conflicts in public. i mean hell sometimes it feels good to beat someones ass who deserves it but afterwards you still feel like shit for doin it even if it needed to be done.
most women think i'm an egotistical macho steven segal wannabe who looks down on everyone one. how the hell do i put off that vibe? shit most of the time i feel like i'm on the bottom of the ladder. i'm really a nice person its just that people never get to see that side. they always show up when i beat someones ass.
FUCK! everything i do screws me over.
I can tell you honestly I like you for you. I have never seen you kick someones ass....
I think it is cool that you are teaching martial arts. Focus on that and the rest will fall into place. Thanks for looking for the Book for me.
YOU BETTER READ MY STORY....
or watch out for crazy purple headed chick to go mid Evil on your ass!!
(hope that made you smile)
i hope you enjoy it when you do finish it!
kisses
KRISS