joehigashi

how do you explain to someone how you truly feel about them and you'd do anything to be with them. i've been tryin so much recently but so far shes eluded me everytime it seems like the perfect moment to say something.

anyways back on the farm, new years coulda been better. got in a scrap with a random and messed up my hand that just finally healed from a previous incident. found out a good friend of mine is dying. gettin really tired of the same ol' same ol'.

i need to do something. just go out and start bein more spontaneous. confess my deepest feelings to the girl who caught my eye. do the things i've been plannin on doin for some time now. a chum of mine invited me to kick it with him in seattle and i'm takin that into consideration. i could use a change of scenery.

not to sound like forrest gump but i just feel like running. sometimes i'll be sittin around and i just feel like gettin up and running, take any direction and go with it until i forget every thing thats been botherin me.

anyways, have fun everyone. enjoy yer lives and i'll see ya later.

(the sword can only sstrike one enemy at a time, but tactics can defeat ten thousand men at once.) old samurai proverb that i thought i'd throw in there.