joedunn

i have been thinking about it
and i know its a bad habbit
but i need it like a drug
i know what you're saying
but i am not playing
i will never give up
i'll make you watch
you fucking bitch
because you caused this pain

its like a razorblade kiss
but i can not rezist
because it draws me in
my favorite deadly sin
it complicates my thoughts
but i can not get enough
i like when i lose control
i think its better for my soul

and my fists
clench and turn white
my eyes
they close tight
then my vains
burst open wide

some times i wish that i'd just fucking die
but fuck that
i'v got to much to live for
there is nothing i can't make it through

damn it...