joedunn

Addicted to Pain

I will only give myself one last glance.
That's what I said one hundred times before.
There's something in this demented romance
That won't allow me to shut the last door.
My heart is torn because I can't forget
The picture I wish I could in chamber.
I know I said I would never regret,
But I never thought I would remember
The horrific beast that promised me joy.
And now, my life will never be the same
Because these complicated scares remain.
All I have is the opposite of joy,
And there is not one but myself to blame
Because I love the thing that brings me pain.