jodi_marie

It's been almost a month. Wow, look at that. I don't really know whats been going on. Life I suppose. I feel like shit tonight. Left work early due to an upset tummy. Less money, but less work. Things have been going good. I'm starting to enjoy myself, and i'm getting out and meeting new people. I've started gaining a new group of friends and i'm really excited about it. I'm starting to actually go out and all that jazz. It's nice to be out and around people my own age, living life like i'm 21, not 31. But you know. I feel like i'm finally finding my place in the world, either that, or i'm realizing that I do have a place in the world. A place where I can live, and learn and make mistakes, and realize that through all of that i'm still going to be here and i'm going to be ok. There will always be tough days, no matter what, but I can get through those and not want to die. I'm learning to figure out what it is I want out of my life, and to go after it, no holds barred. It feels good.

In other news, I had a random guy go pick me flowers at work the other night. That was a first. I have had a guy give me flowers once. My ex picked them for my hair. It's nice to feel special every once in awhile.

School starts in less than a month, i'm still not registered and i'm kinda stressing over it. I only have nine credits left to get my associates, and I need the classes and if I can't get into them, i'm pretty much screwed. But you know, nothing I can do about it until I can register I suppose.

I'm off to watch a movie because my tummy feels like shit!