Finally I am back. I got to sleep in my own bed after a week and a half on a shitty futon. Can I just say it felt good. I'm so happy to be back! Overall I suppose I had a good time, but there were some definite downpoints.
Randomly enough I ran into one of the girls that I grew up with in Ashland yesterday. It was very odd how I ran into her. I haven't seen or really talked to Abby in ages. But it was awesome to get to see her and catch up.
I've got pictures coming but I have to mess with them a bit first. All the pictures are from the city, but those would be the only ones worth it.
Monday is back to the grindstone and that pisses me off. I'm worried about this next term as i'm going to school for about 10 hours straight tues and thurs, and will also be working mon, wed, fri, and sat. Not to mention all the homework and my mental health/ stress level that I have to keep all intact. But I just have to keep in mind that I need to power on through and get this shit done. I have this term, i'll prolly have to go full time in the summer, but the end result will be moving to portland. That should make me happy. I am ready for the start over. But the other part of me fears that it will just be me running away again. And that at first I will be happy, and then I will hit a new form of rock bottom. But I suppose that I will just have to hope for the best, and take the chances that I can in hopes of finding what will be best for me.
Wow, apparently I still know how to go off, but its been awhile so i'm granted the opportunity.
Pictures will come...
Randomly enough I ran into one of the girls that I grew up with in Ashland yesterday. It was very odd how I ran into her. I haven't seen or really talked to Abby in ages. But it was awesome to get to see her and catch up.
I've got pictures coming but I have to mess with them a bit first. All the pictures are from the city, but those would be the only ones worth it.
Monday is back to the grindstone and that pisses me off. I'm worried about this next term as i'm going to school for about 10 hours straight tues and thurs, and will also be working mon, wed, fri, and sat. Not to mention all the homework and my mental health/ stress level that I have to keep all intact. But I just have to keep in mind that I need to power on through and get this shit done. I have this term, i'll prolly have to go full time in the summer, but the end result will be moving to portland. That should make me happy. I am ready for the start over. But the other part of me fears that it will just be me running away again. And that at first I will be happy, and then I will hit a new form of rock bottom. But I suppose that I will just have to hope for the best, and take the chances that I can in hopes of finding what will be best for me.
Wow, apparently I still know how to go off, but its been awhile so i'm granted the opportunity.
Pictures will come...
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meeting people i haven't seen in a while is mostly pretty odd, people change so much but stay the same in some way anyway.
seems like you have a rough week before you.
i'm in total anxiety about wednesday allready.
i need my freedom, too. now that my car is more or less repaired, i won't be that depending on others anymore.
Can't wait to see your trip pictures!
spending money is just great, isn't it.
the thing is, I buy an insane amount of dvds every month, but I don't even have time to watch all that shit. There are always at least 20-25 unseen dvds in my collection and I have stopped to watch all that bonus feature stuff months ago... LOL
that's the main thing I spend my $$$ on, but I buy all kinds of shit if I feel like it. right now I'm tempted to go for some Living Dead Dolls...
I hope you are feeling allright!!