I love heart to heart conversations. I had a 3 hour one today. It feels good to be able to share with someone like that.
I'm also having trouble with right people wrong time. It just seems that nothing can ever quite line up right for me. I know this great guy who i'm starting to be attracted to, but sadly is teken. So, i'm not going to do anything about it, because I know how it feels to be cheated on, and i'm not going to contribute to putting someone else through that pain. It just sucks, there are two guys right now that I would be interested in, but i'm shit outta luck.
Random words with no significance:
* I saw him today, but he would never know. Conflicted emotions ran through my body, from sadness, to hate, to confusion. Why do I feel so torn? Its that place he is stuck in, he will never go away. Time will heal the wounds because I don't want to cry anymore. *
I'm also having trouble with right people wrong time. It just seems that nothing can ever quite line up right for me. I know this great guy who i'm starting to be attracted to, but sadly is teken. So, i'm not going to do anything about it, because I know how it feels to be cheated on, and i'm not going to contribute to putting someone else through that pain. It just sucks, there are two guys right now that I would be interested in, but i'm shit outta luck.
Random words with no significance:
* I saw him today, but he would never know. Conflicted emotions ran through my body, from sadness, to hate, to confusion. Why do I feel so torn? Its that place he is stuck in, he will never go away. Time will heal the wounds because I don't want to cry anymore. *