I've decided to stay in portland. As far as school goes it will make my life so much easier and graduation will come sooner...which I'm soo ready for. Plus, things are better and i've had some really good conversations with people about it, and it just feels like the right decision for right now. It's one year, which is really no time at all, this...
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Getting really nervous...boy is on his way over. I think the plan is going to be a fire in the backyard, drink some beer and hope that we get the thunderstorm that is supposedly on the way. Thinking about having a beer before he gets here to calm the nerves a bit. Super excited thought!

I have been feeling so great lately. Things feel like they are finally starting to go my way. I think i've decided to stay in portland a bit longer. My housing situation has improved greatly, and i'm just sad about leaving. So, I think I might stay.

The sun is always good for me. It puts me in a good mood, and just makes me...
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I am a people pleaser...through and through. I tend to put other peoples needs before my own, and that gets me into trouble. I like being needed, its part of what gets my through my days. But not like this. My big sister is hurting. And I don't know what to do for her. It kills me. I can tell her that I've been through...
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Just got home from watching the Blazer kick the Nuggets! I have a very large crush on Joel Pryzbilla. Makes it even more fun to watch!

I'm in the middle of what I would like to call the beginning of Midterm Season. Had one monday, have another tomorrow and then two at the beginning of next week. I know it's only a little over two...
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Got a lot of studying done...rewarding myself with Sushi at Sinju tonight. I'm stoked because i've been craving sushi all day!

So, as it is finals next week, I have a huge weekend of studying ahead of me. I'm not feeling so motivated to do it, but I know I have to. I got a late start which also is not helping. But I figure if I arm myself with lots of coffee I can get through it. I am almost done with the first chapter...
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First of all...I want to say thank you to whoever gave me the wonderful gift of Suicide Girls. It's been awhile since i've been on here and i'm currently enjoying being back on and exploring the site again. More later

I should be happy...so why am I crying?

So, its done. I've moved. Life is looking up for me. I feel like i'm starting this new phase and it's going to bring good things. I got accepted to the University, so I should be starting next term, if all goes well. I'm moved, and love living in town. It's also not as hard as I was expecting it to be, what with having...
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