jmsilverwolf

So life is settling down to normalcy again. I've got a steady income, I job I enjoy for the most part, a new home, friends to hang out with, and someone to give my love to.

And here it comes again. The threat of the mundane and ordinary. The regular life filled with details like bills and chores and responsibilities that take up most, if...
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A friend just reminded me that today is the "Bright Fire," Beltain, the Celtic holiday celebrating the coming of Summer. And the sun truly does shine warmly in my life, both in the sky and in my soul. I have find my path again. And I have found love again. Both the love of one other person, and the love I feel in my heart...
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You know, I run into so many people, in the real world and out here in cyberland, that are doing something wonderful with their lives. Something that really contributes a positive and lasting effect to the world around them. Teachers, nurses, poets, artists.

It's enough to make a guy feel really inadequate.

This is not a cry for pity. I know I've contributed something during...
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Thursday last the AC in the back offices at work decided it needed more love, and quit working until it was given it's proper due.

Now the AC at the store is all connected to one thermostat, which is set to keep our sales floor comfortable. But because it can't circulate much in the back, the break room and offices are often much cooler. My...
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Another week come and gone. I've been out here over five weeks now, and I'm finally feeling settled in. But alas, one thing I've learned in the last few weeks is that I really am a city boy. I'll probably move again in the fall.

I am a rolling stone... no, I am a leaf on the wind. Watch me soar.

The goddess o' my...
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Wow, has it really been three weeks since I've posted? Have I really been up here almost four weeks now? So, lots of mundanities to recap. Last week my friends and I FINALLY moved into a house. This after a week and a half on someone's couch for me, and then another week and a half in a van... erm... trailer down by the river....
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Well, here's my first journal from Vacaville. I don't have my computer up here yet, so these might be few and far between. I'll try to keep everybody posted as often as possible.

I flew up here Sunday afternoon, and was picked up by my futrure housemates in Oakland. Hmmm. Don't ever use that airport if you can help it. To call it outdated is...
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Why is everything so hard?

So, the rental truck company wanted an extra $150 above what I was quoted online, and it turns out my friends didn't have room to spare in their storage unit for my stuff.

What the hell. I don't have a home to put my stuff in anyway. So now instead of driving up tonight I'm flying in tomorrow. Taking enough...
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Must pack! Must make new arrangements! Must drive 500 miles north!

It'll probably be a bit before I post again.

Thanks for stopping by and being a friend. Silverwolf signing off.

So this morning my friends went to take possession of the house we're renting in Vacaville. And it wasn't ready! The flooring wasn't finished, the painting wasn't done, and several parts of the ceiling aren't safe at present.

FUCK!

My friends are staying with some folks they know right now. They've basically offered me the couch to crash on. It's really cool of them, seeing...
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