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Well, I've decided not to stay in Vacaville after all. This quiet suburban city has it's appeals, but I'm a big city boy at heart. I need a place that's more art and culture oriented, has a better mass transit system, and in general a bit more of an open mind. So Bay Area, here I come.

Lots to do. I'll look for a job...
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chalko:
Good luck. The Bay is super expensive. I have friens that live all over the Bay. What part of North Bay are you thinking? Somewhere off of 80 or 101?

ARRR!!!
fatal:
hey thanks for your comment on my set smile xx
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It's been a few days, so here's a bit of an update.

The Goddess and I have been fighting a lot these last few weeks. I've been being a jerk, and she can get defensive. It hasn't been a good combination. We've almost called it quits twice now, but realized we were probably being reactionary. We decided to take a break while I get my...
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omeganightmare:
I've thought of going to a shink myself. I think it would be interesting to seee what they think of me. And at times I wonder about my own sanity, but I don't think crazy people worry about being crazy...
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So which is it? Am I to be the sinner or the saint? The Tiger or the Dragon? The angel or the demon? The Man or the Monster?

Do I take the right hand path, and be the white wizard, the healer, the font of love? Or do I take the road sinister, and be a brutal ogre who creates pain and misery?

Sometimes it...
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wendy:
oh, haha.. definitely not. israeli army.
omeganightmare:
good question yah got there. Never a clear answer though. Maybe there is a middle ground somewhere.....
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I promised a friend I'd post this. No one will think less of you for not participating.

Although I may send furry gnomes to your bedroom to torment you at night.

Please copy this into the comments and fill it out. Then post it on your page.

1. Name:
2. Age/Birthday:
3. Single or Taken:
4. Favorite Movie:
5. Favorite Song:
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist:
7....
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visara:
1. Name: Marisa
2. Age/Birthday: 32 / 31 January
3. Single or Taken: Taken
4. Favorite Movie: Mists of Avalon
5. Favorite Song: Libiamo
6. Favorite Band/Rapper/Artist: Stfan
7. Favorite Book/Comic Book: The Wheel of Time
8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 9 piercings, 3 tattoos and backpiece in progress
9. Favorite TV Show: Survivor
10. Favorite Video Game/Board Game: mmm
11. Do we know each other outside of Livejournal? huh?
12. Would you give me a kidney? I don't think so
13. Tell me one odd/interesting fact about you: look at my blog
14. If you could change anything about your current life, would you? No
15. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? mmm
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Happy 222nd day of the year!

Thought for Today: "A man may fulfill the object of his existence by asking a question he cannot answer, and attempting a task he cannot achieve." Oliver Wendell Holmes, American author (1809-1894).
walker:
Yep, just didnt feel right so I had to walk away.

So whats the word?
cecilia:
I had a second set accepted, they just dont want to post it, because I refuse to sign a new release. So yeah...thats why.
But thank you for the compliment! <3
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Vacaville is truly starting to grow on me. About a month ago I was wondering how I could get out of this town. Now Im making plans to stay. Im going to look around for something that pays well enough for me to get a place of my own and pay off my debts. Guess I better finally get my ass in gear and get...
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Well, I deleted my "ex" from my email and messenger accounts. And as a friend on MySpace. I guess I kept holding out hope shed get back in touch with me again, but aside from those days a few weeks back when she needed a little moral support, she doesnt really seem interested.

Im conflicted about the whole mess. She never really made me feel...
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lordkalkin:
It's good to move on, especially when you feel someone doesn't have your best interest at heart t least some of the time.
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It's like a black tide rising up to swallow me whole. A vast empty nothingness consuming my world until all is gone. A reality consuming plague that twists and bends and warps until I am left with not but hollow madness.

How does a man stand against such impossible hatred and loneliness? How does a man fight the onslaught of such unstoppable evil?

"With faith,...
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zoton:
We all go through our grey spots ... the best thing to do is to just wait it out .... eventually most things will fix them selves (fingers crossed)
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I have just watched Ultraviolet, a glorious sci-fi epic adventure set in a dystopian future where humans fear the weapons they have created out of themselves. Its a great movie written and directed by Kurt Wimmer, who brought us the equally dark but hopeful vision called equilibrium. Yes, Milla Jovovitch plays the lead. But its a part shes suited to. As youve surmised, I highly...
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chalko:
Milla love love love

By all means...write away!!!! If it's in your heart, you must follow it. Let the creative side flow.

ARRR!!!
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Money fucking sucks.

Mundanity fucking sucks.

I wanna be a fucking werewolf superhero!
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chalko:
Money does suck!!!
Good luck with the werewolf thing.
tigerangel:
Lycanthropy rules!!!

Thanks for the comment about my pictures. I model for BadAssBetties so SG won't allow me to model. But eh, I don't care to be honest. I also have 3 sets up in PSW here.

smile