jmax

it rainy and cold. i have to work with an emotionally unstable co-worker today, and the guys are leaving to play two shows in Kansas.
i hate my current living situation so much that it has created a huge cloud of shit around everything. If i could just get some restful sleep i think i could snap out of it. That would mean moving again and i don't see that happening anytime in the near future. i don't know what to do. i hate always feeling like shit.
any suggestions?