Well, all i can say is that career wise i dont think i can be any better. Im on a roll with that. Otherwise, still same place, but not getting any worse either. I dont think Ive ever fully revealed myself on this site b4... hmmm. One day i will.
Aside from all that, I had a awesome dream last night. Dreamt I was goin on a roadtrip down to Florida, had stopped at a hotel overnight, and then met some of the suicidegirls while at the hotel. We had fun, and even hooked up with one of em. All this is probably from the fact I had watched the Suicide Girls - The First Tour a while back. It was a good dream.
Finally, I think to end this one off I'll post a poem i had written a long while back. It relates to how I was feeling at that time, and how I had hope in the future when all was black around me. One day I'll prob get it published in some poem book. Ive only written I think 2 that i know of in my life. For now tho... hope anyone that reads it likes it. It's meant a lot to me.
Pain - By Jordan M.
its lived with you since you were little
it grows with every day
it comes when u least expect it
and never goes away
you try to hide it with a smile
you bury it deep inside
you find that place that makes you happy
but u never give in and cry
and then something comes
that you dont really expect
it then starts to grow inside
because you will never forget
it comes alive and takes you over
you begin to feel sad
you try to forget this feeling
you think of times you were glad
but it never really goes away
it only grows worse
you wonder why it happens to you
you think it's some kind of curse
and sometimes it can get really bad
a depression you've never seen
you still try to forget everything
you think it's just a dream
and if it becomes really grave
something you've never experienced before
you lose all hope and begin to fade
until your life is no more
but you are strong
and you dont die today
because you remember the people
that care for you in every way
you will never get rid of this feeling
this never ending rain
but just remember the people who care about you
and never give in to pain
Aside from all that, I had a awesome dream last night. Dreamt I was goin on a roadtrip down to Florida, had stopped at a hotel overnight, and then met some of the suicidegirls while at the hotel. We had fun, and even hooked up with one of em. All this is probably from the fact I had watched the Suicide Girls - The First Tour a while back. It was a good dream.
Finally, I think to end this one off I'll post a poem i had written a long while back. It relates to how I was feeling at that time, and how I had hope in the future when all was black around me. One day I'll prob get it published in some poem book. Ive only written I think 2 that i know of in my life. For now tho... hope anyone that reads it likes it. It's meant a lot to me.
Pain - By Jordan M.
its lived with you since you were little
it grows with every day
it comes when u least expect it
and never goes away
you try to hide it with a smile
you bury it deep inside
you find that place that makes you happy
but u never give in and cry
and then something comes
that you dont really expect
it then starts to grow inside
because you will never forget
it comes alive and takes you over
you begin to feel sad
you try to forget this feeling
you think of times you were glad
but it never really goes away
it only grows worse
you wonder why it happens to you
you think it's some kind of curse
and sometimes it can get really bad
a depression you've never seen
you still try to forget everything
you think it's just a dream
and if it becomes really grave
something you've never experienced before
you lose all hope and begin to fade
until your life is no more
but you are strong
and you dont die today
because you remember the people
that care for you in every way
you will never get rid of this feeling
this never ending rain
but just remember the people who care about you
and never give in to pain