Well... i tried goin to the doctors today.... I cant seem to do it though. But that's not what i really wanted to talk about though. The one thing on my mind it seems repediately. That is... if I died, right now, would anyone care? Im not talking about my family, they clearly would, no changing that. But others outside of my family. Really, I look on here and see a lot of great people (esp some great girls). I mean, mostly everyone doesnt care about anyone they dont know. I guess im just at another point where im wondering if ill ever be "normal" again. Everywhere i look around i see normal people who can socialize with eachother... and feel completely left out. Im not really sure what to think.....
