Just a little update on how I'm doing.
I start working second shift at work tomorrow which is from 4:30pm til 1am. Love the hours because I'm definitely not a morning person, heh, but It's Mon-Fri. so I won't have a friday night because I'll be at work til 1 Sat morning. =/ Also won't really have much time to do anything because I'll either be sleeping or working during the week.
So I've been on the "lookout" for a nice gal to meet and get to know, but as I look around i'm not sure I'm going to be given that opportunity. Everwhere I look, any woman that I may be attracted to either has a boyfriend/husband or a child, which leads me to believe I'm going to be single forever or find "the one" pretty far down the road. I'm fine with being single and all, I know I"m only 19, but just observing this doesn't give me much hope for the future. Mainly because I'm not sure if I want to have kids myself, let alone raise a kid that isn't mine. I just won't have it that way. I just want to find a nice woman that isn't taken and doesn't have a kid. Is that too much to ask?
I did, however, ask a random gal if she would like to go have coffee one day or grab a bite to eat. Left her my number last week, but still haven't heard anything. My hopes aren't too high for that because I've never done anything like it, but there was just something about her that called out to me. I figured if I didn't say or do something that my life could be changed forever. I dunno, could be imagining things but I just had a strange feeling about it.
Wish lady luck was on my side someitmes.
I start working second shift at work tomorrow which is from 4:30pm til 1am. Love the hours because I'm definitely not a morning person, heh, but It's Mon-Fri. so I won't have a friday night because I'll be at work til 1 Sat morning. =/ Also won't really have much time to do anything because I'll either be sleeping or working during the week.
So I've been on the "lookout" for a nice gal to meet and get to know, but as I look around i'm not sure I'm going to be given that opportunity. Everwhere I look, any woman that I may be attracted to either has a boyfriend/husband or a child, which leads me to believe I'm going to be single forever or find "the one" pretty far down the road. I'm fine with being single and all, I know I"m only 19, but just observing this doesn't give me much hope for the future. Mainly because I'm not sure if I want to have kids myself, let alone raise a kid that isn't mine. I just won't have it that way. I just want to find a nice woman that isn't taken and doesn't have a kid. Is that too much to ask?
I did, however, ask a random gal if she would like to go have coffee one day or grab a bite to eat. Left her my number last week, but still haven't heard anything. My hopes aren't too high for that because I've never done anything like it, but there was just something about her that called out to me. I figured if I didn't say or do something that my life could be changed forever. I dunno, could be imagining things but I just had a strange feeling about it.
Wish lady luck was on my side someitmes.