jjjohn

Today my blood sugar was up felt like crap. By the time I got home I was soaked had to change clothes.
Now with mothers day coming up do not know what to do go down to my moms or take my son out to be with his mom. We are trying to plan for both whay do holidays have to be so complicated.

Just another day one by one. Sometimes it can drive you crazy being in the same house as someone you once shared everything with and can no longer do so. You hold back pull into a shell and shut everything else out. thank god for Lexapro.

Weekend alone. guess I'll cut grass and clean up. I feel like just chilling out. Work has been stressful time for a break.

Spending the weekend with my little boy. His momma went to see her girl friend. Playing Zoo Tycoon with him and watchin Spongebob and the penguins of Madagascar.

Figured I would start keeping up with this thing now.
Don't know if anyone reads it or cares. But I will use it to vent.
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