jizzikah

i'm back. i had a decent weekend, but came home to more and more stress. it will never stop, will it? had a long talk with mom today. cried most of the time. my family has making me feel like shit down to a science.

you ever cry so much that your eyes get swollen really bad? whenever that happens, i call my eyes "hamburger eyes" cuz they look like lil hamburgers to me....my eyelids are the buns and my eye color (brown) is the meat. i'm dumb, but it always makes me smile.

school is out! now i have to find a second job to help catch up on bills, get my car fixed, and save up for next semester.

so the guy that is the radio show's producer is ralph jezzard. he's in a band called "grand theft audio" from england. he is a kick ass guy. he produced that song by EMF called "unbelievable". he's such a down to earth guy and listening to his stories is just amazing. anyways...he put the idea in my head to become a music industry lawyer. sounds more interesting than restaurant management. so just maybe miss jizzikah is going to law school! what do you think?