jizzikah

this year, i'm going to get my life back in order. and i'm starting it all off by dying the blonde out of my hair. i'm going back to blue black...mmm. nice and sultry. here are my new year's resolutions:

1. get caught up on bills. the boy and i have done good so far.
2. pay off all these stupid little personal loans i had to take out just to make ends meet.
3. get the apartment packed up in time to move with ease. no last minute shit.
4. start a savings account for the baby.
5. get my relationship back in shape. althought it is still awesome, it's starting to lag. i think it's the whole pregnancy thing.
6. after the baby is born, get back in shape. no ifs, ands, or buts. i will one day be able to fit into my size three jeans again!!!
7. try not to be so emotional and take things personally. remember, he says things without thinking and you get emotional without thinking. must work on that.
8. save up for second, reliable car.
9. forgive and forget.

i think those are attainable. and out of all of them, the last one will be the hardest. okay. off to wash this shit outta my hair.

everyone have a great new year and be safe.