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jizzikah

Corpus Christi, TX & Honolulu, HI

Member Since 2003

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Friday Dec 05, 2003

Dec 5, 2003
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And I wonder
When I sing along with you
If everything could ever feel this real forever
If anything could ever be this good again
The only thing I'll ever ask of you
You've got to promise not to stop when I say when


Studying is a bitch.

I'm starting to feel...well not unloved. I know my man loves me very, very much. I just don't feel like he looks at me the same. And by that, I mean sexually. I don't know if it's the whole pregnancy thing that has made this change, but it drives me insane. I feel inadequate. I feel like the only way I'm going to get him aroused is if I straddle him bare ass naked and start dry humping him till he gets the point. And then it could be my hormones getting me all worked up again. I just know that we've gone from having sex almost everyday before I got pregnant to having sex maybe once a week. I am finding more and more porn on the computer. I don't mind this, trust me. I download him shit just so he can view what I call some "good" porn and not that obviously fake ass shit. I just feel like maybe he'd just rather jerk off to that rather than have the real thing with me. I'm feeling neglected. Maybe it's because my body is changing. I almost wish I had the whole ideal porn star body. Maybe then he would look at me differently. BUT REMEMBER! He still looks at me with love in his eyes. He acts very lovingly to me. I just don't know how sexually attracted he is to me which sucks cuz I'm a nympho. I want that spark back. GIVE IT BACK WHOEVER STOLE IT!!!! I want those quickies before work and being able to get him all worked up by a strategically placed hand. I miss those days of laying around naked and fucking like teenagers. And let's not forget shower sex. Sigh. And just in case someone is going to insinuate this, I do not believe he is cheating on me. So any suggestions to spice things up and get him motivated again? Masterbation gets old after awhile. I need the real thing...and I need it from him.

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VIEW 13 of 13 COMMENTS
monica:
i'll give you the sexxin!
Dec 8, 2003
lx:
We had fun with Dita. She invited us to her hotel and we had a huge orgy... But you're saving money. Oh well!
Dec 8, 2003

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