jirokun

Well things get complicated everytime i guess.
And i think i know what i really want but its too late.
But maybe this is better?


My mom is still doing alot of pissing me off with all her lies
I hate that.
I just met her and shes still not being a better person
and still fucking around with drugs too much
and makes too many promisies that she will never keep
and is too stuck here in texas
shes never going to see her other kids i swear
and she always has to have some other "thing" to be with

I dont want to live with nancy and her kids
no matter how cool they are
i dont even want to live with my mom!
who wants to be 20 and living at home?
Not me I want to go places
sure i havent known my mom for too long
but thats not my fault
im not about to put my plans on hold
to be stuck here in gay san antonio
I just want to finish my apprenticeship
and then get the hell out of here allready!

stupid texas!