I know things have been hard. They've been at least as hard on me. I've gone on for a long time being selfish, thinking only of myself, I didn't know how easy it would be to just belive in us, and forget about all my urges until it was too late. I know it will be hard. It may be the hardest thing I've ever done. I know we may not end up together, and, reluctantly, I accept that. Do what you feel you have to do. Be yourself. Don't worry about me. I'll be here. Why? I'll be waiting. For what? I'll be waiting for you. So if you try to find me, I'll be here. I promise.
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