"This isn't love so forever let it go
this isn't love so forever let it burn
This isn't love there on the backend of forever
I wish i would never....hurt again."
-Claudio Sanchez
Sometimes I feel horrible and i need to release, but there's no one to talk to. I can type all day on this website, but i crave human interaction. Not the type of interaction that i get at work either, i need someone to listen to the hate that i have inside of me...i wish she'd keep my name from her lips forever. I'm about to be living in my car.........everything is dark now.....cannot pay the bills....cannot get more hours at work....cannot hold a normal conversation....cannot enjoy anything....cannot cope with the loss of hope..........why are you still reading this? Why do i shake? Is my nervous system finally quitting on me? What will tomorrow bring.....it will take me one step closer to the pit that i am surely sinking in.
this isn't love so forever let it burn
This isn't love there on the backend of forever
I wish i would never....hurt again."
-Claudio Sanchez
Sometimes I feel horrible and i need to release, but there's no one to talk to. I can type all day on this website, but i crave human interaction. Not the type of interaction that i get at work either, i need someone to listen to the hate that i have inside of me...i wish she'd keep my name from her lips forever. I'm about to be living in my car.........everything is dark now.....cannot pay the bills....cannot get more hours at work....cannot hold a normal conversation....cannot enjoy anything....cannot cope with the loss of hope..........why are you still reading this? Why do i shake? Is my nervous system finally quitting on me? What will tomorrow bring.....it will take me one step closer to the pit that i am surely sinking in.
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jillamin:
keep yer head up boy...things will get better...they always do! 
jillamin:
Thanx hun! Did it myself...quite proud of how it turned out. Took forever to lift the black out though! Have a GREAT halloween! 
