jimmykane

it is monday, almost Tuesday (15 mins to go!). My weekend was fairly uneventful, which i guess is not a bad thing...
I'm basically the only person in my house over the Easter holidays, its kind of relaxing despite the imminent need to write a dissertation (do you ever get the feeling you're in very deep water and finding it hard to keep treading water?!?)
Anyway, enough of uni stuff - its very boring i know

Been feeling a bit down recently, i have been pretty much single for the best part of a year now. Its very frustrating and i kind of feel that i'm wasting my younger years
To tell the truth; i'm fucking fed up with it. I kept telling myself 'someone will come along' but they haven't. I try but get no where. I'm fed up. I feel i have a lot to give but i get no where. Grrrrrrrrr! Am i wasting my time????????
It has really been playing on my mind recently, to the point where i'll lye awake thinking for hours.................
it is getting me no-where. I can't tell what the problem is either, i'm not a bad person, i have a good sense of humour, no Brad Pitt i know.......but nearly a year?!?!?
My luck is really fucking out on this one