Yuck. My life is such a rollercoaster lately. I think I am gonna hurl.
It was good to see the boys on Friday, and although the evening was interesting, I had a good time, (I was kind of a bum for a while). Sure wish I was younger, seems like I could go on for days like that, maybe I just need more practice.
I hurt my friend today. I didn't mean to, but it is done and I can't fix it. I am so sad. This changes everything. I hate when I fuck up, sometimes I think honesty is such a bad thing. Sometimes, it is the only way. This time maybe i should have lied.
Well I guess you left me with some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier to just leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many who would stand beside you now
Whered you come from? Where am I going?
Whyd you leave us till were only good for
Waiting for you
All my sins
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is just wasted on the dead and dreaming.
Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Just the little angels of the silences that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep - Every time I dream
Did you come? Would you lie?
Whyd you leave me till Im only good for
Waiting for you
All my sins
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is just wasted on the dead and dreaming.
I dream of Michelangelo when Im lying in my bed
Little angels hang above my head and read me like an open book
Suck my blood break my nerve offer me their arms
Well, I will not be an enemy of anything
Ill only stand here
Waiting for you
All my sinsI said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is just wasted on the dead and dreaming.
"Angels of the Silences"
~A. Duritz

It was good to see the boys on Friday, and although the evening was interesting, I had a good time, (I was kind of a bum for a while). Sure wish I was younger, seems like I could go on for days like that, maybe I just need more practice.

I hurt my friend today. I didn't mean to, but it is done and I can't fix it. I am so sad. This changes everything. I hate when I fuck up, sometimes I think honesty is such a bad thing. Sometimes, it is the only way. This time maybe i should have lied.

Well I guess you left me with some feathers in my hand
Did it make it any easier to just leave me where I stand?
I guess there might not be too many who would stand beside you now
Whered you come from? Where am I going?
Whyd you leave us till were only good for
Waiting for you
All my sins
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is just wasted on the dead and dreaming.
Every night these silhouettes appear above my head
Just the little angels of the silences that climb into my bed and whisper
Every time I fall asleep - Every time I dream
Did you come? Would you lie?
Whyd you leave me till Im only good for
Waiting for you
All my sins
I said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is just wasted on the dead and dreaming.
I dream of Michelangelo when Im lying in my bed
Little angels hang above my head and read me like an open book
Suck my blood break my nerve offer me their arms
Well, I will not be an enemy of anything
Ill only stand here
Waiting for you
All my sinsI said that I would pay for them if I could come back to you
All my innocence is just wasted on the dead and dreaming.
"Angels of the Silences"
~A. Duritz
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i do have some friends.