Hello world.
i saw a rough hooligan random act of violence this evening and it made me feel sick in the stomach.....
i was watching indoor soccer and the ref gave a player a huge heavy headbut for arguing a point..... it was totally fucked...the sound was so loud and hollow......like i said i dont like bogans and rough people.
i played tonight as well, im pretty crap but i enjoy it.....just not the cunts who take it way to seriously and decide its ok to be violent or abusive towards other players....
anyway here is this.
and this
I am going to sleep.....
i want to go out and get reckless....
Love
i saw a rough hooligan random act of violence this evening and it made me feel sick in the stomach.....
i was watching indoor soccer and the ref gave a player a huge heavy headbut for arguing a point..... it was totally fucked...the sound was so loud and hollow......like i said i dont like bogans and rough people.
i played tonight as well, im pretty crap but i enjoy it.....just not the cunts who take it way to seriously and decide its ok to be violent or abusive towards other players....
anyway here is this.
and this
I am going to sleep.....
i want to go out and get reckless....
Love
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I'm totally getting wasted tomorrow night. It's been MUCH needed. I'll have one for ya!
yeah, there is a physical change when you first stop drinking. at first, the mental craving thing is bad enough but when you're as heavy of a drinker as i was, your body's chemistry is also all fucked up out of whack and you can go through withdrawals, which range from extreme anxiety, shaking, possible seizures, and shit like that. after you get out of the danger zone for DTs, you also find yourself craving other addictive things. like, i'm back up to smoking two packs of cigarettes a day and i'm drinking even more coffee than i already did, which i guess i'm supposed to keep in check but i fucking love coffee.
it takes a while for your body to physically adjust to not being hammered all the time. i don't really notice a "healthy" feeling other than not being hungover, but i do feel this constant feeling like i'm missing something or something is wrong and my body wants to drink so it can feel "right."
wacky stuff D: