jhoany

fuckk

so my ex sent me an email yesterday, and then called me. and i answered the phone and was literally "doe in the lights" reaction.

i havent talked to this guy in almost a year, and we had some serious past. like, hardcore relationship that ended really nasty. and he says that he misses me and wants to be friends. which ithink im cool with. my boyfriend is being really understanding, which is helpful.

grkajdkfjasdkja . fuck man.

i just dont like remembering all of the shit from the past. we did some messed p things to eachother, and he hurt me in the "i used you" kindof way.


i dont know what to do.



fuuck!
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